Shihui, 18'08
Oh yeah, HI!
I am an awesome girl who thinks that awesomeness is TOTALLY OVERRATED :D
Yeah, the rainbows in the day and the sparkly stars at night are simply amazinggg.
I'm addicted to chocolates! <3
I can't keep it bottled up anymore. Cause i don't know what I did wrong. Yeah, I'm not a genius. Sorry. I can't be the perfect daughter. I can't get all As, get good results. Sorry I can't live up to your expectations. Sorry I can't get good results in my piano. Sorry i'm just GODDAMN stupid. Not good enough for you. Everyday, I come home just to get scolded by you for no apparent reason. You flare up at whatever I do. I cried myself to sleep, you think you even give a damn? I'm tired of trying to be even close to perfect. Yeah, I am sorry for messing you up. I saw you and my feelings were really mixed up. I am always unsure if what i had done is wrong or right. Perhaps i should stop doing anything. Then everything will be perfect like YOU want it to be. Then everything will be right in other's lives. Yeah, I should stop doing anything. You know what, I should stop thinking about what i did. I am sorry for breaking up with you. Sorry for even do anything. My emotions are in a mess, i don't even know what am i feeling right now. I don't even care if you care. Because you don't. I don't even know why i cry nowadays. Perhaps its because i fail in every damn thing that i do. SORRY IM NOT AS PERFECT AS YOU WANT ME TO BE. SCREW THIS WORLD.